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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

oh yes.. it's so easy to forget that i have a blog these days.. mainly is due to, say, lack of interesting things to talk about anyway. mian qiang blog i will also most likely talk about my monotonous life which consists of work from mon to fri follow by 2 days of precious wkend which i do the same things all e time. 2007 is coming to an end in about 2 mths time. once again i question what i have achieve in this yr and i think e conclusion is.. nothing much. all new yr resolutions forgotten and only to be retold again in 2008. hello! life!

i'm on a wk's mc. just had a small operation yesterday. my consolation is that i am on paid sick leaves and that my 200bucks worth of medical bills will be claimable. the wisest decision i've made this yr is prolly signing my confirmation letter 3 days b4 finding out that i need an op. i totally burst into tears upon hearing this news in the doctor's office. and i always tot that, hey, i'm 23yr old and totally in control of my emotions! bah. nv believe in this. no matter how old a woman gets, she is still an emotional creature. pisces especially. and one might tot that i was just told that i only had 3 months left to live instead of being told gently that i ought to remove my infected cyst with a day surgery. hence the 1st time ever in my life, i had my 1st op on 22 oct, 12 noon. my 1st ever experience of under general anesthesia. i was pushed into the operating theatre. it was a weird feeling, me looking up at the ceiling. i realised that i had never looked at the ceiling so much b4. was generally nervous and scared of coz. a few doctors and nurses were around me, one had my right hand and happily slapping on it, trying to make my veins come out. i whined and asked frightenfully if this was gonna hurt. it did. ant bite my foot. after that my right arm started to feel v heavy. i could feel the anesthsia liquid thingy flowing into my body. 1 nurse brought out a mask thingy and told me to breathe deeply, claiming that it was oxygen. my best fren immediately pop into my mind. a few days back she was telling me all about her op experience and how 'after 2 deep breaths, she was out by the 3rd'. yup, it was etched into my mind, woman! indeed i was seriously groggy and light headed after taking in a couple of breaths. the nurse who was holding the mask instructed me to open my eyes and look at her so that she would know when i was out unconscious. wow i must say it was a scary yet eye opening experience. seriously i had no recollection when exactly did i pass out and an hour and half later, i was already being pushed outta e operating theatre and being awakened by a doc who asked me if i know where i was. satisfied after a few moments of monitoring me, i was pushed back to my day ward where mummy and the bf were waiting.

nurse wont let me home after i woke up due to low blood pressure hence i took a little nap and when awakened, felt bored and took a little pix of gross metal plastic thingy on my hand where the anesthesia was administrated. it was painful man. oh ya ignore unglam hospitalised make up-less face. its not my usual chic appearance but i was not expected to be all mascara-ed or lip glossed *shrug*


it's day 3 after my op now and i am rather well. i am not covering the wound with a dressing since today as well due to the skin irritation that the dressing is causing me. my wound is around 8cm long and looks like a centipede with the stitches. my mum was fussing about ever since she laid eyes on the length of the wound. she found it outrageous that the doc should make such a long cut for my swell was only about 5cm. she said that another 5cm and prolly that length is enuff to deliver a baby. funny ya.. i can move my arm a lot better now and my wound is dry as well so thank god. pretty much off the painkillers as well.

isnt it strange that just merely a week ago i felt like i had no time of my own at all and now with a week off work, i actually felt kinda lost. of coz its a good thing, in a way all these excess time. was planning to do some studying actually. my jlpt is coming around in 6weeks time. up till now i have yet to pass any of the mock exams in school but no matter what, i must pass my jlpt 1!! Yoshi!

another sky and sea pix from office window. found it amazing that the clouds and sky are separated in this pix. m-san said i am too free. i said he cannot appreciate the sky. nice isnt it.

sianzness from being at home all these while. couldn't concentrate on studying leh. watching too much jap drama as usual. dun have anything interested to blog about as well. ahh Ahh.. i think i complain too much. think i go do something else. nothing fun to blog about, so sorry. gomen ne!

Doreen @ 9:05 PM

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