I DiD It My Way~
Monday, August 20, 2007
oh my.. i just finished watching the season finale of dh3. finally.. i can go back to my prep class on monday.. LoL. i knew it.. there IS gonna be a season 4 after all.. heck, given the popularity of dh, i will not be surprised if this show still runs in my great grandchildren time.
omg i can't believe that edie hang herself. i mean, i never really like her that much. granted, she's bitchy and manipulative but towards dh3 she kinda tone down and the real her kinda emerge and she is just all lonely and needing someone to love. perfectly understandable. any woman would. so its a real shocker that she's actually so hurt in the end, she chose to end her life, for a man. gosh..
ya ya i know she's not a real person but hey.. the real pple in the real world is not so dramatic and interesting, that's y pple watch tv so that they can actually watch other pple lives, even though we all know that their characters dun exist.
i guess it just fulfills this part of all of us normal pple, that this really empty feeling inside of us sometimes that we can feel is devoided of any excitment, fun, surprises, confidence, exuberation, elation, happiness. just another anybody, or nobody, another face in the crowd, another stranger in this world. that our whole life will just be the same one day after another. yes, we have the occasional happy moments, but how many can really live the life they really want to, get the job, love, family, looks, abilities etc that they desire?
end of the day, i would just like to have some of my whisky water or white wine.
well well! had a good off day today btw. just resting, watching jap dramas on youtube in a desperate attempt to improve my jap and stuff ya dah ya dah. but it was good. just a little rest and i'll be all nice and fresh to go back to the office tmr.
at some point of time when getting restless while waiting for dh to start, began to camera whore. oh yeah, i am self loving and aint denying. (who else am i gonna shoot anyway if not myself?)
this sweetie baby was totally seducing me when i was on the nel train the other day. i had to give in to his advances. he has the neatest set of little choppers i've ever seen for a toddler. and he was totally all smiley on me i tell u. i assume that my charm on the opp sex works even for 2 yrs old and animals. i have to gush 'kawaii!' when he couldn't stop smiling at me. okok, i admit, he was attracted to this cute keychain of mine i had on my bag.. LoL. but i love friendly babies! the shameless kind that smile at total strangers and all enthu when u wanna hug them. i damn well hope my kids in future will be this kind of babies, not the scaredy cat type.
i finally figure out how to post videos on my blog from youtube (WOW! so clever!!)
ya whatever.
so here's 2 which i like a lot and watch like over and over again. i'm a million miles away from reality when i watch these 2. and it feels nice to be just soaring in my little piece of heaven, a place where i can truly truly relax and be myself.
