So anyway, was thinking this 'click' is just gonna be another laughing session but boy was i in for a surprise! the movie actually carries a touching message for all of us who are workaholics and money-chasers. now i dun wish to spill the plot for those who have not caught the show yet but it totally moved me to tears after all the funny parts, fart joke included. movies are amazing in the way that what the stories wish to relate to us about everyday life.

have u ever seen a real good movie which made u think about life for quite a while even after e movie ended? 'click' makes me go figure about what is really impt in life to each of us. izzit really that promotion? ability to buy a fancy car and house? sure, i want all that luxuries. but at what price? it's a dilemma. u want a better life. u pay with it at the expense of your time. family, friends, relationships. do we put all these on hold while we persue material comforts? sigh.. it's so hard to decide huh. i am getting melancholic jus thinking about this.

life is tough.

so anyway, to hell with the forlorn tots. so i was at a bus stop today, the one near amk mrt station. was waiting for my bus when i heard someone say 'amk pple are so ks isn't it?' i turned and saw this fatso tomboy who said that. my inner bitch immediately tot to self: wtf?? she's totally talking through her lungs. that's 1 of e stupidest fei hua i've ever heard. 1stly, there are like more than 16buses serving this bus stop. 2ndly, it was 730pm (read: pple-have-worked-the-whole-f-day-and-all-they-wanna-do-now-is-to-go-home). yeah, so pple were cranking their necks at this crowded bus stop and rushing 4ward to board their buses. hello, is this a strange phenomenon?? i have seen martians landing in their UFOs w/o batting my eyelids. and what makes her think that all these pple are amk-ers?? lame isn't it??? so if i am seen waiting for a bus at, say, orchard, so i live there izzit? Stupid brainless pig.

jus wanna bitch a bit. carry on.

So! Dawny & I went to Phuture last fri! (huge grin). Oh memorable cheonging days! (they are long gone since.. *wistful*) Had my SIM class b4 that and was having this fab seafood spag
My scheming mind was carefully planning out from the time i eat (7pm) till my 1st drink (i guess 11pm) is approximately 4h so i need to calculate how much food much i consume b4hand to line my stomach comfortably but not too much till after 2 btls of chivas i am still sober. Drinking requires skill ok.. u think anyhow anyhow izzit?? But anyway, i regret to say that i have miscalculated in my choice of dinner. i shouldn't have given in to my 'want' (seafood spag looks great!) but stuck to my 'need' (a hearty steak will last me all night long). See? It's all about experience. But i sure enjoy the spag though. Can you see how bloody huge is the plate the spag is being served on?? Jus look how small my bowl of soup is next to it! But as i deliver my 1st mouthful, i realise that the plate was actually pretty shallow hence upon closer inspection, it's not that much afterall. Still, it's generously served with 4 prawns and a big mussel! Yum!

Go try it, $5.90 @ SIM MegaBite.

Tolerated the 2.5h of monotonous lecture b4 flagging a cab to pick dawny up at orchard b4 to zouk. was actually having a little butterflies in my stomach. haven't been clubbing for ages!

dawny looked hot in her spag and mini (wat i wore made others tempted to give me a 2nd look as a public dustbin's attraction possessed, no thanks to my laziness to go home n change b4hand). i unwillingly handed over 20bucks for entry fee (y pay when there is always ladies night>???) and my uncertainty that there won't be no retro but r&b all night long.

i. was. right. i couldn't rem hearing a single dance-able song that night (sorry dawny but i was craving retro too much). the music was loud (loud?? man.. i might as well be wearing granny undies there.. great job for a 22-yr-old) and after e 1st hour of catching up and whining about our lives, we fagged and boozed.

sigh. queen of vices wanna quit smoking. i assure u the gross pix they print on cigarette boxes work. recently they printed a new batch of smoking-related cancers pix and they do the trick. i am disgusted. for someone who use to think that smoking has 0 benefits and a waste of $ and health, i am certainly not so wise. the irony is that i still think this way.

since 1st july this yr, all coffee shops and fast food joints have been banned blatant smoking and only a small handful of seats or none have been allotted to smokers. now the smokers moaned about how poor thing they are as the limited seats set aside for them are not bad enuff, non-smokers are openly occupying these seats, claiming to be ignorant that these are smoking area. i wanna laugh out loud. so now smokers are victims huh. isn't it laughable? for years non-smokers are subjected to inhaling 2nd hand smoke in public and now that the law is on their side, it's the smokers who are lamenting about having no right to smoke in public. businesses for coffee shop owners, especially those who sell beer claimed that their takings are falling due to this new law. and next july onwards, clubs and pubs too will suffer this fate.

i only blame the tobacco industry.

and when i tot cigarettes is bad enuff, i now read that there are actually heroin users in sg (where e hell did they lay their hands on that?? isn't it illegal???) there's this drug, subutex, which supposedly help heroin users to quit this addiction, now is abused by heroin users as a substitute. i read in horror as these abusers admit to injecting themselves with that stuff into the veins in their arms till it stopped blood flowing to certain parts of their body. some even lost a few fingers bcoz of that! terrifying shit. i rem bawling my eyes out when a few yrs back, i accidentally sliced a chuck a piece of my little finger's flesh opened, certain that i was going to die there and then, and now u got pple losing a few fingers but nevertheless continuing their drug addiction.

bloody hell. but i digressed. was talking about zouk isn't it? (sheepish)

my conclusion, i will never love phuture but i will still love dawny. (i love shan too! *open expression)

i think i wanna go to bed now.

Doreen @ 11:50 AM